I TOLD YOU I ALWAYS WIN.

MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHLOL. Told ya. :)

Much love always;

Oh you sneaky bitch

Lol I don't know how you did that but I wasn't going to delete it again anyways lol you don't win, I do ;) I WIN EXCEPT IT

PS. I cant edit the page any more either smart one, so if you want to take over everything keep it this way, or if you'd like to go back to normal where we both change and fix things you might want to fix this...

But you didn't ;)

I win.

Much love;

P.S. Only losers don't admit defeat, who's being a loser by continuing to delete my "victory post?" *Cough* YOU. *Cough*

I refuse to lose.

P.P.S. Try deleting my post now. ;)

You have nothing

Really? She's going to pick at my choice of words now, do you really have no other response to what I said? Because if you dont, I win. I couldve used any other word and I actually did look back and think about changing that word, but I really didnt think it mattered. I couldve said awful, painful, hurtful, anything but I bet you wouldve picked at that too! YES IM KEEPING THIS GOING Too. bad.

And I write fast! gosshhhh

Yes.

Why the fuck are we continuing this? And how did Brooke come up with those two posts in such a short period of time?
I'm Christian, but holy shit mother fucking Jesus Christ. Yes I just used the lord's name in vain.
"Everybody has has a point in there life where something happens that really sucks" How does someone define the word, "sucks?"
Some people might think losing a game "sucks," but someone might think losing a loved one "sucks." Everyone has different opinions, so how does someone define the word, "sucks" exactly? Which is why I said no one knows if things are bad enough or not.
Now, holy crap, stop responding! I win!

Much love;

Fine. Wait what? No!

Okay, this pissed me off a little bit, "DO they know what's worth their tears, and what's not? Obviously not, or they wouldn't be crying over every little thing in life." Ummmm what? No. Everybody has has a point in there life where something happens that really sucks, and no one can act like they haven't. That's almost impossible. Most people know whats worth crying over and whats not, people who don't obviously need a little more help or they just haven't gotten it through their head yet that it doesn't really matter.


exactly what i was thinking.

So I guess this is going to keep going back and forth...I've been waiting to post some things till this was over but I'm not going to wait anymore if its going to last a lot longer! So random normal posts will be appearing soon :)

Yes, really.

Like she said, I don't listen. :) I'm going to make this seem like an ongoing conversation because I get pissed when I get really absorbed into reading something but it abruptly stops. So yes, I'm continuing this.
To EMOtional people, they get upset over everything. DO they know what's worth their tears, and what's not? Obviously not, or they wouldn't be crying over every little thing in life. 
Overall, I'm glad we came to an agreement: Depression gets people nowhere in life, and people should stop. ( It means I win since I supported this side from the beginning, teehee. XD )
If anyone knows me, I have a really short attention span so disregarding what I wrote above, I AM ending this abruptly.
P.S.
I have a hottie over, so it's not that I don't love you guys, it's just that my hormones tend to take over. ;)

Much love;

Really?

Okay I hope Christina doesn't do another post about this because I hope I can end it with this one, but I know I have no control over what that girl does, you can tell her to stop a million times and she wont listen because that's just who she is, but that's what makes her, well her right?

I'll respond to some of the things she said, well actually almost nothing, and try to wrap everything up like a messed up present


duct tape fixes everything

 Yes, I did say,  "As long as something is enough to actually make you upset, it matters." BUT if she actually read the whole post, I also said , "Know whats a big deal, know what is worth your tears and worth the hurt" Just because the rain ruins your plans you shouldn't cry and become all depressed, that's not what I was trying to say! Don't waste your life crying, take the appropriate amount of time to grieve over something or someone and that amount of time is different for different people and situations, don't go over board and cry for a month about loosing your job, go out and get another one. Your mom died? Make her proud and go live your life the way she would've pictured for you.

The past is behind you, the future is all that is ahead, live in the present, live for the future and remember the past is the past for a reason. Get past it.

I feel like I had to lay out rules for peoples emotions, but that's not what I'm trying to do, I just hope people will understand what I'm saying or trying to say. This was short because I' not going to go analyze everything she said and I'm not going to make these posts like an ongoing conversation, that's just to much for you guys to read....

View About Brooke's View About Emo(tional) People

If she responds to this one, the title is going to get looong...
Even though we didn't coordinate to write this, I knew Brooke was going to write about this subject too. How did I know? Because we had this conversation a long time ago, Brooke told me to not keep all of my emotions "Bottled Up," as she calls it.

I disagree. Why? Brooke says, "As long as something is enough to actually make you upset, it matters." What if the person is the type to be really easily upset by things? What if someone plans a beach day but when she wakes up, she's upset because she sees that it's raining? Should she curl up into a fetal position on her bed and start bawling? Or should she change her plans and stay indoors and bake cookies instead?

 It's not called "bottling up your emotions, " it's called making better use of your time. What if there was a war going on, and the Captain on one side just witnessed the death of his best friend? Should he cry and give up on the war completely? Or should he put it behind him and try his best to avenge his friend by winning the war? I wouldn't want my best friend to die in vain.

In my last post, I mentioned a hobo who "tricked" me. In my opinion, I don't call it tricking, scamming, conning or any of those words. Why are people hobos? Because maybe they've made some pretty bad decisions in their lives and are suffering for them now by being jobless. The hobo who scammed me, that was his job. I would feel stupid if I knew that I helped someone who completely lost hope in life. I like knowing that I helped someone who might actually have a shot at his future, even if it means he's lying to people to get there. He might be stealing, but people need to live. There are people who buy bottled water from Wal-Mart cheaply, then sells it at a tourist attraction for double the price, still claiming that it's cheap. Isn't that "stealing" too?
He might be tricking people into thinking that he's worse than he actually is, but that's the beauty of it. He actually isn't pitifully living on the streets. Isn't that why we help hobos? To get them off the streets? Mission accomplished, no matter how they work to get money.
There are unfortunate people battling cancer every single day, people who never gives up their will to live. Then... there are people who are born lucky, people who are healthy, but completely hopeless towards life because of some hardships, like not getting what they want or someone they love passed away. 
Now, I'm not God. I don't get to decide who gets to live or not, but I have my views.
Why should people with illnesses die when they struggle to live while the people unhappy with their lives gets to live on in sadness? I'm not being heartless by saying people shouldn't mourn for their loved ones, but let's be truthful here: If their loved ones were still alive, would they want their family or friends to be wasting their lives by crying or being upset? Or would they want them to live on in happiness? Crying isn't going to bring their loved ones back.

 For the sad people who are disappointed in life because they don't get what they want, is self pity really going to make things better? Really? Because for the guys who never seem to have the balls to ask a girl they like out, they should just walk up to the girl and start tearing up in her face? That's going to make things better? And for the sad wannabe girls who wants to gain popularity, is crying really going to make you prettier so guys can notice you more? Didn't think so.
People go insane if they are surrounded by their own depression, at least if they keep it inside and find something else to do, they'll be distracted from their sadness. If they just sit there on their bed crying with nothing to do, THAT'S when they go insane.
"It takes someone strong to hold back tears, but someone even stronger to cry." - I've heard that quote before. And what's the person who came up with that quote doing? He or she obviously isn't crying at home, or else he/she would have never came up with that. At least they're doing something with their lives, even if it is coming up love quotes for websites, instead tearing up in self pity. 
Yes, that was harsh. Brooke will be like, "WTF??" after she reads this, but oh well.

You better lose yourself in the moment, you own it, you better never let it go.
You only get ONE shot do not miss your chance to blow, this opportunity comes once in a lifetime, yo. - Eminem.

Much love;

My view about emo(tional) people

OKAYYYY so read Christina's blog titled emo(tional) people before you read this because this blog is almost like a response to hers, and I'm going to address certain things and you wont get it if you don't read hers!



So people have really different views, and will take each of our blogs about this subject very differently, some people will think shes a total bitch or some people will agree with her or some people like me will partially agree and partially not.

This is just proof at how totally different people we actually are. I'm just going to say reading her blog I was constantly changing how I felt about it, her little, well huge ass warning, had me scared and I was sure i was going to be like WTF and then reading it, I would think wow I guess your right, then I would immediately change and think why would you write things like this???

The whole story about the hobo who completely conned her, and how she was proud. How can you be proud of someone who tricks people into thinking your worse off then you actually are? Who basically is stealing from people who are just trying to help you out because you have made them believe you are worse then you actually are?

Okay done with discussing her blog, now my view on the whole depression thing. TRUE being depressed and crying about things doesn't get you anywhere, but if you don't let yourself be sad for a minute your bottling up your feelings inside and that's just as bad. People can go insane if theres something that genuinely makes them upset, and they think I can't be sad over this, it doesn't matter as much as other peoples problems... well if its enough to actually make you upset, IT MATTERS. In my mind, problems and issues shouldn't be judge on which one is worse because that puts the mindset that theres worse off then this and can end up making a person feel worse and worse.

You can't be sad forever, and you can't let little things get to you because right then and there it may seem bad but just wait in the future your going to look back and think, wow I really over reacted to that, it doesn't seem like such a big deal now.

Know whats a big deal, know what is worth your tears and worth the hurt, because when nothing seems to be going right, you deserve to be a upset for a little bit, deserve to sit in bed all day and just not want to deal, but remember when tomorrow comes, you need to get back up and prove that nothing will break you down enough to completely give up. It takes a strong person to shed a tear when all you've been doing is holding back and don't think it makes you any weaker. 

see that smile? that's what you should do :)

  okay okay enough inspirational stuff, enough talking about this, and yes I'm very consular like, I'm aware

Emo(tional) People.

WARNING: The following entry contains judgmental, rude, weird, random thoughts that are irrelevant to Reader and Reader's daily life. Readers may be offended or disgusted by Writer's opinions. Post may cause side effects including:

- Spamming this blog with angry comments

- Urge to slap Writer

- Heart attacks

- Fainting from Writer's awesomeness
If Reader experiences any of the side effects listed above after reading post, Writer holds no responsibility because she warned you beforehand and will therefore laugh in Reader's face. 

You have been warned !!

I went shopping the other day, and I saw this hobo. He was sitting by himself in the corner of a wall with a little tin bucket in front of him. As I passed by, he lifted his bucket and asked me, "Spare change, Miss?" I pulled out my wallet and gave him all the change I had. After shopping I got on the bus, and 8 stops later, I got off. I went into Starbucks, and THERE THE HOBO WAS, ordering an Expresso and talking on his IPHONE !!
I stood there, speechless, and watched as he walked out to his LEXUS which was parked out in front. Small world?

 

(Now, I'm not calling the hobo a liar. Some nice rich person could have given him the iPhone and the Lexus...but what are the chances of that?)
Instead of feeling stupid or disgusted like a normal person, I felt happy for the hobo and I was proud of him. Why?
Because instead of wallowing in self pity and crying in a corner about how poor and dirty he is, or about how tough his life is, he's actually making use of his life by ripping off people like me. Instead of accepting his fate, he's working hard to change it, and he is successful at life.
I'm happy because I'm glad that he's not some sore loser who thinks being depressed is going to change anything in life. There are kids starving in Africa for God's sake! You don't see THEM all crying about how hungry they are.
I have met countless people in my 16 years of age who are extremely emotional, crying over any little bad thing. Scraped her knee? I wanna die. Lost his wallet? It's the end of the world. Twilight is out? *Howls in pain.*

Yummy. :]

 What these people don't get is, being upset ISN'T going to CHANGE anything.
Let's say the world is going to end tomorrow. What should we do? Should we cry so much that we flood the earth so we die FASTER, or should we try our hardest to build a giant rocket so we can all fly to the Moon or something? (Don't tell me humans can't live on the moon, I'm on a roll.)

 A girlfriend of mine was crying awhile ago and in between tears she choked out, "He said he would die for me." Even though I played the supportive friend role and whispered comforting words to her, inside my mind I thought, "Girl, get over it. I know it's painful, but you'll live. You both broke up for a reason, and it wasn't meant to be. And why should he die for you? Because he loved you? I love you but I wouldn't die for you. Life is precious, no one should willingly die for any cause."
Is crying about it really going to make the situation better? If she loved him so much, she should go try to talk to him and figure things out. If she didn't, she should get over it and go out and find a new boyfriend.
Now here's the ultimate decision: You only have ONE life, so are you going to let little hardships distract you from your path to success... and eventually be so upset that you suicide over them, or you're going to tell them to fuck off and jump over the obstacles so you can enjoy your life?
Blah blah Christina, there are some things you just can't get over, blah blah, don't be so cold.
While you sit here and lecture me about being less cold and having a bigger heart, I'm going to be off living my life. Go ahead and waste your life by calling me an ice-hearted bitch, you can even lie in your death bed and your last words can be, "Christina is horrible."

 Well, that's Christina for you.
You are gifted with only one life, and it can be taken back anytime, so live it to the fullest.

P.S.
Crying makes people ugly. Don't be ugly.
P.P.S.
Part 2 coming soon.

Much love;