All nighter, not on purpose?

Have you ever stayed up, ALL NIGHT? I just did that actually, but not because I'm some loser trying to stay awake all night, who does that by themselves? I didn't even try to! I tried, and tried,and tried to go to sleep, really! But I just couldn't, and I had this feeling of 'I should be tired...but...I'm not' and when I tried to go to sleep anyways, I felt dumb laying there in the dark with my eyes closed, not even tired, just laying there. So when an all nighter is forced upon you, let's make a list for no reason:
-everyone's asleep, including your friends who you wish you could text to kill the boredom


-was super cliche and watched the sun rise



-you can't turn on lights or make like any noise since everyone in your house is sleeping ----the one above means your basically stuck in whatever place you are right then

what the hell are you supposed to do?!?

Me? Well another list, why not?

-I pretty much spent up until 230 texting till the very last person went to bed.

-Tried to sleep for an hour, but nothing, not even a yawn.

-and since 330am, till now, 7am, since no ones on twitter and no one I care about talking to is on Facebook, I've been planning and plotting things for this blog. Yup. I spent three and a half hours figuring out things to improve the blog and things we could post, yea, that's dedication right there.

...Or just extreme boredness, not really sure which. Either way be happy, new things are coming, soon. I should probably let Christina know about all this too...maybe they aren't as cool/good as I think there gonna be, I mean they were thought of super fucking early in the morning...
Help I think I've gone crazy!-Brooke :O

Christina and Fanny

So some of my best friends in the freaking world!!! Are leaving....you should already be crying cause this is some sad stuff right here! I love them and I'm about to tell you all about how much I care about them, emotional time right now, GO.



Fanny, shes my Swedish lover #2 (Sara is swedish lover #1 but THANK GOD SHES STAYING) (btw the #1 #2 aren't like order or rank in which I love them, its just a number MEANS NOTHING) So back to fanny with the nice fanny and the funny jokes cause shes a funny girl child women fanny person :) I just met her this year, shes drop dead gorgeous, ugh so jealous of her prettiness. Shes so innocent and quiet but when shes like mad she can be like RRRAAAWWWRRRR then cuss you out in Swedish! Shes got the most ADORABLE dog ever and shes awesome with a video camera, never had Starbucks until like a month ago, and duh, Swedish how many times do I have to mention this? Shes such an overachiever at like everything she does, I bet she has like all A's, damn. She runs and plays soccer and all this stuff, sweetest person you'll ever meet! I really wish that I had more time with her, but shes leaving at the end of this summer break, so I'm going to make sure I spend plenty of time with my swed bud before shes gone out of my life :'( I love her to death, and it hurts to know shes leaving :( Christina, shes like my best friend in the world, and even though Ive only spent a year with her its felt like my whole life, so much has happened and its hard to think today was the last day I'm going to see her for a long time, or hopefully not that long, I know that I'm not going to let us just grow apart, I will MAKE her skype with me like everyday and Ill visit, Ive always wanted to see Toronto :) Shes already told me I'm going to sleep in her bed ;) psh sleep, yea right. But back to the mushy stuff, she means so much today, and today, riding home from the mall after spending like 5hours playing video games with her, it hit me, these are the last moments I have with her...I started to cry right there, thank god nobody noticed, or if they did they didn't say anything. That car ride was like hours and seconds long at the same time, and when we got to my house, we just hugged this quick hug, both of us with tears about to pour out of our eyes, and I walked inside, that was it. Bye...well for in person that is. I'm still skyping with her right now, actually as I'm typing this I'm talking to her but its just the same as spending time in real life. I made sure I taught Christina how to cook an actual meal, I tried my best of making her less afraid of trampolines, I got her to spend less then 3hours in each store at the mall, got her cold stone, brought her to Dave and Busters, and that's only stuff that happened recently! We will always share this blog site, and our twitter for it too, Ill never forget you buddy <3


Okay Ima go cry!!
xoxo-Brooke<3

Distance

Distance sucks. Whether its relationships, family, friends, anything. Distance sucks! You could be totally in love with someone but when their to far away, not being able to see them kind of ruins it. Your best friend in the world could move away and I guarantee your not going to be as close as you were when he/she lived closer. What about when you want to go somewhere but you don't have a ride and its way to far to walk, you just can't go to that place then. Or maybe you do have a ride, and its just to far away, you don't have enough time. I wish that when you wanted to be somewhere, you could just be there. If you wanted to go to the mall, you could just think about being there, and poof! Your there! Instead of taking six hours to drive to go visit grandma in far far away land, everyone whose going can just think about being there, THEN THEY ARE.
Kay that was my rant about distance and stuff :P